As I became awakened in my spirituality and discovered we are more than what we see here in the third dimension, I became scared. The fear was about speaking my truth. And truth for me was about what was really going on here. Not the programs about working ourselves to death, pumping our bodies full of drugs that caused even more complications and side effects requiring more drugs, and the illusion about having everything at the expense of everyone. As these programs broke down inside of me, I began to experience life differently, more naturally, more lovingly.
The year I had major surgery during the Thanksgiving holiday, I did not participate in any holiday shopping or decorating. For the first time I experienced absolutely no stress because I was not running around buying presents. The Christmas card list was so long I used to start in October just to be able to address each envelope and write messages in each card. I was seeing the American Christmas season from a different perspective. I did enjoy the family and friend meal gatherings. Even my gift giving changed to something more meaningful to others.
When I spoke my truth about angels and the mystical experiences I had, I received resistance and skepticism. This form of non-acceptance came from family members, friends, and others around me. It can feel really lonely when others don’t share your interests and support you unconditionally. Even though I allowed others to have their opinions and beliefs, they would not let me have mine. This is when I learned it was time to let friends go, seek others of like mind, and continue to love everyone, and honor myself too. Deep down, I knew a lesson was here for me to learn.
Nothing happens to us, everything happens for us. In learning to speak my truth, I had to walk through the pain and sadness of harassment, keeping my knowledge quiet until the most appropriate time to share with others, and trust in myself that I was not going crazy. I continued to read spiritual books, attend seminars and learn more about the angels and our star brothers and star sisters. I began attracting spiritual people into my circle of friends.
As I learned to give loving allowance for everyone to be who they are, some allowed me to be myself. And the others, well, I just let them be. The most important one to love is myself, for God/Creator Source is within me, around me and is me. We are not separate from one another, so as I continue to love myself, I love everyone. And this worked. Within a year, I became a completely changed person, for the better. We are loving multi-dimensional beings that were called to come here to help Mother Earth and one another in our awakening process. In trusting and having faith in myself, I speak my truth, with compassion and love.
Blessings and Love!
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